Dei-Deigirl

We sit in silence, or laugh at stupid jokes. We may not be the closest friends, but I'd still like to think we're close. You give me little butterflies, but I still dont have a clue. Even though they say you do, I still have to ask, what am I to you?

My heart starts to thump, as my lungs start to pump. Hearing your voice, always makes me jump. Glances of your smile, makes me happy for awhile. For you, I'd go the extra mile. The conversations that we've had, always makes me glad. Now thinking back, even a little mad. I might like you a different way, but I'd like to be here to stay. Even if just friends, I'd have it no other way.

This little black heart of mine, makes many people whine. They say it's very cold, and I'm meant to be alone. But, can't you see I'm dreary, of making people weary, of what this heart can do, as it sends you to your doom.

The room inside my head, has four walls and a bed, but do not rest your head. Why you ask my dear? It only shows your fear, and scary things appear. Step inside I dare you.... The walls are made of vines, that grab and bruise and bind, and no escape to find. They rip you shread to shread, and throw you under the bed. And soon you'll wish you fled. I hope you never stay, at this dangerous place at bay, but if people taunt and say... Step inside I dare you... The floor is covered in blood, as if there was a flood. That is anything but good. One step and you start to sink, watch out 'cause you'll be gone in a blink, no matt

Hold me close to you and wipe away my tears. I'll put my faith in you, to take away my fears. Make my smile grow big, in and through the years. Laughing without breathing, at the funny dears. Leaning on your shoulder, trying not to blush. If only you could feel, my heart in this rush. You got these shining eyes, that make my words go hush. Staring at me with those blues, always makes me flush. The few times that you hug me, always give me chills. The way you don't don't let go, Makes my mind want to shrill. You are my only kitty. Though you may want to kill, but it means you are important, so stay with me if you will.

"I'm sorry but I have no other choice. All fingers point to you. I hear by banish you from the Soul Society." "But Head Captain I didn't do it!!!!" I pleaded. "Enough! You have 12 hours to leave the area or you will be sentenced to death." I turned and coldly walked out. Why am I doing this? I know I did it but why do I keep lying? I'm so ashamed. So sorry… I never meant to do it. ~Flashback~ I was running away, more like goofing off, from Captain Three, Gin Ichimaru. Laughing, smiling, just taking a load off with my captain and my dearly beloved. He was called into a meeting and as the lieutenant I was he left me there in char

I lay, under the dark, sulking sky for who knows how long … To ashamed and lost to be near anyone. I wonder how long I've been like this. He's been gone for at least a week. I think. I began to think about it harder. Maybe I was right and he just didn't love me anymore. I don't blame you if you never want talk to me again let alone see me. ~flashback~ "Why are you going?" "I have to save Orihime, I'll be back soon," he replied in a cold steady tone. "No ya won't." He turned around took my hand in his, but I jerked away before he had the chance to get a good grip on it. I looked away for I wouldn't didn't want to be caught prisoner i